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I bought an Xbox last week and I have become an addict. Actually, I'm addicted to online gaming, and currently Star Wars: Batttlefront. Needless to say it is slowly sucking the lifeforce out of me and now my daily routines have become a mess due to lack of sleep. In fact, I cannot think clearly. I have urges to run, shoot and dodge in the sidewalk. Perhaps my life has begun to slip out of control as I just bought two more Xbox games today. I also put an ad in Yahoo! Personals.

At any rate, I'm still trying to concentrate on things I need to do, like wake up in the morning and work. I'm thinking of doing a lot more of my freelance work, such as making more web pages and consulting with more small businesses, but since I cannot think at the moment, it's just a thought out there that may never be fulfilled.

Normally, I do a lot of thinking when I walk. I think a lot about what I want to write here in the blog, and by the time I get to a computer, I just forget it and do other things. I guess I'm easily distracted now, probably due to lack of sleep.

At this point, I reached a fork in my thought patterns as I wanted to pursue the idea of my sleeping, but at the same time, two orthodox Jews walked in offering to bless me if I were Jewish. I think I should have said yes, although they said that anyone can receive a blessing. I really wanted to hold that lemon and olive branch though. The orthodox Jewish traditions are at par with some of the odd Chinese ones. (Although I did get a Betta fish for "good luck"... Mr. Pink and I however are currently having a love-hate relationship: I think he's so spoiled and horny all the time, but he may just be seeking attention. I don't know much about fish psychology.)

Anyway, with regards to sleep, I do have an alarm clock now, and I wake up to WINS radio blaring at my ear. I never fully wake up when the alarm goes on, so lately I've been getting the morning news subliminally, interspersed in dreams.