Rosh Hashana, Happy New Year

So how is it done again? There was somebody who I wanted to "meet" at work today, but all I could do was stare and continue with my shop-keeping chores. He did look back at me, which could have been an opening I don't know, but I just didn't know what to do. So now, I don't even remember the face and yet I feel that I lost an opportunity.

Perhaps I've been acting a little crazy lately. I've tried to temper my sexual urges, but really, I've noticed a spike in my sexual activity which is interesting. Why is this happening? Am I that bored?

This afternoon, I saw my favorite UPS guy after a long time and so I greeted him even if he had no deliveries for me. He said that he was happy to see me too. When I crossed the street to go to the deli, I also saw the quiet FedEx Ground guys whose names I will someday find out. I think I'm such a whore because I think the FedEx guys were trying their best not to make eye contact with me. Again, why the FedEx Ground truck has three men and the UPS truck only has one, I don't know.

And finally... just to show I've gone over the edge, I bought a cheap tv so I could watch the NFL at home, a cheap printer to print one picture which I wanted to send to my mother... and a cheap ticket to... Las Vegas next weekend. Have I really gone insane? I'm going to Vegas for ONE DAY. Why? I don't know. But now I have a ticket so I'm going.

For three days, I felt Las Vegas calling to me. Somehow, I need to be in Vegas. On Yom Kippur, the Jewish Day of Atonement. I've already made some tentative arrangements to meet James and gave a heads up to my cousin. I hope I can see Lake Mead.