Fishjaya Died

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I was checking the pictures in my camera, and I found this picture of Fishjaya minutes after his death. He gave a good fight, but whatever he was sick of just took hold of him. This happened a few weeks ago. I must admit that after a few fish deaths over the past couple of years, I don't feel so sad anymore. It's like I have to enjoy them while they last because they are not going to last long. It's partially my fault that Fishjaya died -- well, I think it's completely my fault. We left the window open overnight one time and I think the water temperature became unlivable. I tried putting him in "room temperature" water, and then he started going into fish convulsions (it's hard to describe, he was trying to go through the motions of swimming, going up for air, etc. but his body just won't let him). So basically, I killed him.

So now I am without a fish and and just an empty fishbowl. And guilt. Now that's sad.